Don't panic Your Lord and Master is still here.

Ah it's been a while, I've not been on here for a very long time. I am a busy man after all. Not much to say really I mean world domination takes up a lot of my time I'm afraid.
I was reminiscing the days when I was prime minister the other day, what a glorious time that was.

Now, well... I;m traveling with The Doctor, yes I know but it's not what it sounds like. My Doctor has took a turn to the darker side and It's wondrous. We like to call Theta Dark Doc. suits him quite nicely.

Rani and I have had a fare few disagreements of late but it always turns into fierce angry sex so I have no complaints there... how I despise that woman, but Sweet omega she's great in the sack.

That's your lot for now I'm afraid you pathetic bunch of apes. I don't know why I even bother with this. You humans disgust me.

Ta ra.

The Untempered Schism

(an old note from a facebook RP)

Harry slept, he was still chained in the cold lonely cell that Adrian Veidt had imprisoned him to wait his fate. His mind dreamt of wonderful things, he felt free, free from the sound of drums and free from the torment and anger that usually engrossed him.

The red grass blew in the wind as he sat on the soft ground leaning against a tree, He felt content basking in the glow of the two suns that shone in the burnt orange sky. He waited patiently for his friend to arrive, this was their usual meeting place. the large tree situated on the west side of the timelord academy. 

He checked the time and frowned "late again" he muttered to himself, he was just about to leave when he heard a familiar voice call from the distance "Koschei...wait! I'm here.." a young boy the same age ran up to him and bent over in front of him panting "I.." he gasped "I fell asleep...Sorry" he said trying to catch his breath."You seriously need to get your priority's straight...we have our initiation ceremony's tomorrow remember, you should be preparing for that" he moaned to his friend. "Anyway, why did you want to meet...I'm supposed to be at home, father wanted to discuss things through with me so I know what to expect" 

"Well that's what I wanted to speak to you about" he sat down ""Koschei sit please..." Koschei stared at his friend for a moment "fine but make it quick I'm already late home as it is" he sighed sitting down next to his best friend.

"right...well....basically.." He paused for a moment looking down and picking at the red grass "oh I have a bad feeling about tomorrow...I don't know why but its like a gut feeling.... I've heard bad stories..." he frowned worriedly at his best friend.  "Oh please they're just rumours" snapped Koschei "Nothing bad will happen, why do you insist on spoiling this for me?" "No Koschei I'm not...I have no intention to, I'm just worried, some...some have come back strange" "just stop this..enough!" Koschei said slightly raising his voice" he then sighed "look it'll will be fine OK" he tried to reassure his friend "we go, we look, we come back to become whoever we will become, simple!" 

He knew he wouldn't convince Koschei of his concerns so he gave up "OK.. I'm being stupid, but just....just promise me you'll be careful...please?" he was almost pleading his friend "I will be fine" stop the worrying he smiled. "I've got to go, fathers going to go mad when he realises how late I am. "I'll see you tomorrow after my initiation, maybe I'll come back with two heads or something" he grinned "Koschei don't joke..." his friend replied with a solid frown. "Oh lighten up, Look Ill see you tomorrow, here after sunrise. don't be late!" he said as he walked away leaving his friend sitting under the tree with a expression that showed pure anxiety. He had a sense of dread that this would be the last time he saw his good friend....o.k yes he would see him tomorrow, but why did he think things would be different.....

Night had fallen upon Galifrey. the burnt orange sky was now black. Koschei was at home preparing for his initiation. 

"Koschei its time, they're here to take you" he heard his father call. He stood up from his bed and looked at himself in the mirror. he wore a crimson robe, he could see the nerves in his own eyes "it'll be fine...it'll be fine" he told himself as his friends words of warning repeated in his head continuously. "I'm coming Father" he replied and took a deep breath and made his way downstairs.

The timelords guided him through the dark woodland area near to the mountains of solitude. he could feel his stomach doing somersaults as he approached the untempered schism. He looked back at the other timelords for reassurance but they had stopped, one ushered him forwards towards the black gaping hole in reality. "look into it boy" he ordered and stepped away leaving him standing alone in front of this powerful creation. He swallowed hard and stared into the darkness. at first it was wonderful, he could see and feel every wonder of the universe, all of time and space flowed into his mind, it was amazing. the outstanding things he saw but as quickly as it had started it had ended with a swirling motion in the schism...darkness and death engulfed him. He tried to avert his eyes but he just couldnt fight it. and then it began, the noise, the drumming, the constant four beats in his mind. neverending.....neverending......

Harry woke up with a start in the Cell,  his eyes were wide and he was drenched in sweat. the sound in his head pounding to get out. struggling to get himself up into a sitting position he finally pulled his knees to his chest and rocked slightly. "stop it...stop it..." he muttered confused to why he had dreamt that. he didn't want to relive his past....how he used to be, and his friendship with the doctor, oh that was the last thing he ever wanted to remember.

He continued to rock in the corner of the cell trying to block out the sound of drums, he had been locked up in solitary confinement for only one night, and this is how it had effected him. 

suddenly the cell hatch opened and he vaguely heard someone shout down the corridor "Sir...I think he's gone insane..." a voice echoed back as did the footsteps approaching "what do you mean gone insane...he is a madman...he is completely insane as it is soldier!"  but as the officer looked through the hatch he saw Harry huddled in the corner rocking and muttering to himself. "I think we better inform Mr Veidt of this..." he stared at the madness before his eyes then slammed the hatch shut....

imprisoned Forever

(an old note from a facebook RP)

He didn't see the point in struggling anymore, he was still raging in anger at Adrian's actions but knew he would do himself no favours at this moment in time by fighting. He had no hope in escaping yet so he let the unit soldiers drag Him to the cells. "easy now boys" he mocked "don't mess up my new suit" he grinned as they struggled to pull him and threw him onto the cell floor. one of the soldiers then followed in with heavy duty chains which he then placed on Harry making him incapable of moving."Oh I see.. this isn't going to be a nice little stay I'm having then?" he asked sarcastically then grinned. "shut your mouth Saxon!" the soldier growled at him "you are dirt and we shall treat you exactly like that, we have our orders!"  Harry stared up at him and smiled "If I could move my arms I would salute you..sir!" he mocked. the soldier looked at him in disgust and walked out. "bye then..." Harry called as he watched them close the door and then heard the familar sound of latches and keys. 

Now alone in the cell he thought back to this evenings events......

He had been asked by Adrian Veidt to assist in running earth, obviously Harry went along with it to get himself where he wanted to be..He had his own plans to become ruler of this planet. but Adrian had also invited a human named Rose, someone called Jenny and then The Doctor turned up. How was he supposed to except being in the same room as these pathetic idiots. arguments happened, threatening behaviour was experienced and then all this was followed by Harrys loss of temper. 

Adrian had tricked him....He was seeing how he would react...all along he must of had this planned...to lock him up in this dank cell. to be his prisoner. "he must have seen me as a threat all along" he thought

Harry sat chained and unable to move he closed his eyes and concerntrated using his telekinesis to enter Adrian's mind. "when I am free you will die! die a horrid death at my hands" even though Harry had no reply he smirked to himself knowing he had obviously struck fear in this fool! He then tried to enter the Doctors mind but it was closed off, he wouldn't let him in. "come on.." he pleaded "let me in" he suddenly opened his eyes and frowned knowing the doctor had refused him to enter. "what's wrong with him... " he thought then realised something more "why didn't he speak up as they dragged me away, why was he so silent, standing all broody in the corner. he wouldn't let them do anything to me...he never would he would rather me be locked in the TARDIS with him than teleported to a secret place to live on in a concrete tomb!." as this would be his fate...

He continued to think of the doctor and he came to one conclusion "arsehole!" he muttered "he's going to let them do this to me!"

He heard movement from outside the cell the scuffling of soldiers boots against the concrete floor. "it must be change over" he thought. knowing it was probably heavily guarded out there. he shuffled himself to sit up straight, the chains now rubbing and causing his wrists and ankles to become sore. "bastards" he muttered to himself. "oi!! soldier boys!!" he yelled "can a man not get a drink around here?"

he heard a click and the door hatch opened "keep it down Saxon!" a young soldier said. Harry glared "but I'm going to die of thirst before I've even been transported to my final destination" he said full of sarcasm "Saxon I'm warning you keep it down or we will have to shut you up ourselves...we have our orders!" Harry just rolled his eyes "oh you are feeble morons, obeying silly orders from that prat upstairs, Don't you want to become more than this?...hmm....you're acting like a mindless robot!" he laughed

"Right thats it!" the soldier growled and unlocked the door holding his gun pointing it at Harry. "Go on then!" Harry hissed "become a murderer! I bloody dare you....DO IT!!!" he yelled then heard running boots down the corridor "NO!! Private Marshall lower your gun! what the hell are you doing!!" one of his officers said in shock. harry sat still and smirked.

Marshall shook and lowered his gun as ordered and looked his officer in the eyes... "I....I...don't know what come over me...it was like he was in my head...he..." the officer looked at him "private you are dismissed, go get some rest, I'll take over from here. the young soldier saluted and quickly disappeared.

"Right Saxon!!...your mind games will not work on me! we have orders to keep you here until everything is ready for you to be taken away. I should expect you behave yourself while in my presence..." Harry butted in "behave?...what am I exactly going to do I'm chained to the wall you stupid idiot." he said full of sarcasm. "less of your mouth!" the officer ordered and raised his gun and hit harry across the head "I have no qualms in causing you pain Mr Saxon! so I suggest you bite your tongue!"  Harry fell to the floor his lip split open and bleeding. he looked up at his current guard and stared a deathly stare "you'll pay for that "he muttered. "No Saxon...I believe you will pay...for all the crimes you have committed..... tomorrow you will be gone from here.....secretly imprisoned forever!" he gloated and kicked Harry in the ribs then bending over him he spoke quietly "no escape Saxon.....no escape"

Harry said nothing more, he was too winded to retaliate. he laid in pain on the cold floor and watched the officer leave and lock the doors.

Harry knew he had one main chance of escaping...but it couldn't be from here, that was too risky. he had to wait to be teleported to his secret prison...and then wait.

there was one person he could rely on....one person that could easily help him escape. and he knew that one person would be easy to contact once isoated in his tomb. he smiled as he thought about her. "My beautiful Lilith" he whispered to himself.

He finally fell asleep after a few hours of contemplating his thoughts.....now it was a case of enduring whatever came next and just waiting. but he could wait.....he had the patience of a saint.

TBC

Thoughts on the New Timelord Empire

Some may say Its Jealousy....I suppose there is slight envy under the surface. Surely Its understandable from my point of view. To see Myself in another universe being exactly where I should be...In power. ruling . dominating. But things were different in my time stream. The Doctor once again ruined everything. 


Whatever Is causing my dislike to the new empire , be that hate, envy, yadda yadda..blah blah blah.. It still doesn't change the fact I wish it to fail. maybe that's petty of me....Maybe its shallow But I really do not give a damn.


The Master in that universe Is fueled by his own arrogance. his head is so far up his own arse its unbelievable. Its true I would probably be the same If I was in that position...I mean we are the same person...Just different parallels. It seems he controls the drums In his mind...He succeeded on the Valliant where I failed and died. well I did chose to die inspite of the Doctor. that was a victory in its self to hurt him in such a way.


Of course here I am.. resurrected. But I came back wrong...bleeding my lifeforce. I blame Lucy for that...fucking up my Resurrection...now here I am in a body born out of death, wonderful! I have now stabilised my lifeforce with the help of Lady D. 


she spoke to me today...


(people does not equal power. In your current state you dont have the power he has but it doesn't mean it is beyond your grasp. You can work towards and achieve it and more. You must use this to galvanize your determination. You will become so much more)


My Lilith has said the same to me....But Why do Insist on not listening to anyone. anyway enough of that...how weak am I making myself sound. Its pathetic. and I will not become that! never. I will listen to Lily...I shall try and take in D's words....and I will claim what is rightfully mine...yes it will take time...but I will get it....I will have my well deserved power back!


So lets get back to the point of this blog... to sum it up....The New Timelord Empire and its occupants can all go to hell. and I look forward to seeing Meta Crisis fail and perish with them. simple...

Whats been happening..

The thing is I am in a mess....Stuck at D's place, ok yes I have had my lifeforce restored, which is great don't get me wrong, well apart from the fact the Doctor stuck his nose in and helped. that for one disgusts me to my very core.
He insists on trying to help me all the time, what is wrong with him? god I can't stand him...and to think we once were friends. but...well he destroyed that when he abandoned me on Gallifrey. that's how I see it. he ran away when I needed him the most.
but enough of my past...I do not like to bring that back to the surface.

The drums continue to pound in my head, louder than ever before....I did have a ring that D gave me, it dulled the noise....as if someone had turned the sound down. But being me I pulled it off and threw it into D's lake. the quiet was getting to me....making me think too much. it seems its a no win situation, I can not live with the drums but yet I can not live without them.

Lilith has been allowed to visit me, Oh how I have missed my beautiful woman. to hold her in my arms....to fuck her when I want. Its good to have her here. I am not sure how long D will let her stay....but I would rather not think about that.

so..today has been a challenge... a lump of raw meat triggered something off in my mind....caused me to retch and vomit.
 Its the thought of all the humans I have devoured to help restore my lifeforce...I have not been sick through guilt though, don't get me wrong I couldn't care less that they died at my hands....its merely the thought of their disgusting flesh between my teeth....that I had to stoop so low. it disgusts me. makes me sick to my stomach.

D will need to help me get rid of these thoughts....I wish I could just forget, but alas it is never that simple.

Lilith mentioned to me that I should maybe request help with my temper, learn to control it. use it to my advantage. she talks sense..I know she does....but then its that word again Isn't it...help....get help...I am not fond of that word.

so that's it...I am here....seeking help....It seems at the moment I am half the man I used to be....
but I promise you all In time I will get what I deserve, I will dominate this universe. it will happen. there's no doubt about that.
I will seek revenge on all that have laughed. mocked and patronised me while I have been in this state. they all know who they are

I will be rising to power once again. mark my words.......